Deep In My Thoughts ….

Deciding to come out of a shell isn’t the easiest thing to do especially if all you knew was to hide.

You know I always thought my hiding stages were over but I had to be honest with myself , I hide from communicating outside of my work with people , I hide from doing things I love like hobbies etc infront of people, I hide from letting people really see who I am. This was all because of the life I lived , being fatherless from 3 years old and then not having your mother around the way you needed her to be after you started to grow up , so I kept in my shell and became defensive to survive as a girl.

I’ve grown from a lot trust me but I’m still hiding a lot , a lot I’ll love to let loose and just live you know.

Never doubt God though *laughs* I always pray on my life and he brought someone into my life whom just gives me no choice but to be myself slowly but surely, who just makes me wonder how intriguing being my real self would be , I mean my real self not the business super workaholic lady but ME.

You know the saying “ God doesn’t come but he sends* this is the most honest saying I’ve grown up hearing, He continues to show me this saying is so true.

Stop hiding , Let God protect you from everything just live the amazing gift he gave to you called LIFE.

Stop staying inside just because you don’t want to be near others , you’ll lose a great day , you’ll miss out on fun , games , opportunities just because you want to hide.

You see I was always a risk taker and trust me I’ve stopped hiding from so many things but I still have a few more things to pull out of my shell however I’m getting there.

It feels amazing that I continue to take chances and not being afraid to fight for myself WORK WISE , now it’s time I come out of my personal shell.

Maybe you can join me and come out of yours .

Think about it ..

– In my Thoughts ..